dear heart,

Please be strong. Kuatkan hati,Erna..

Stalk.

Last night, before i went for my bed time, i stalk-ed her.At frist, I never thought that I will see the things that I dont wanna see. I mean I dont REALLY wanna see. I still remember the feeling of chest pain i had at the moment I saw their photo. There's a picture of him with his girlfie both. First, shes wearing tudung and he was wearing songkok. Seems like they went to majlis for some event  together. Second one is a casual picture of them, That girl is wearing make up. I cried a lot last night before accidentally slept with tears..I miss him. I miss him so much! 

What else can i say to bring him back? What else the thing i can do to make him realize that I am here still for him like 6months back! I am seriously miss him. I cant forget him even for a day. I really cant..even now,i got Farhan. Ya Allah..guide me to the right path please :'(

Why so hard for me to forgot him while he can easily forget me? 

I miss you,so much! Asyraaf..

BANGANG

Kau ni memang jenis bangang. Hati dan perasaan kau mmg tak guna ! Baik kau mati je lagi baik! Aku bg msg mcmtu pun kau buat bodoh je. Sikit pun tak reply. Kau mmg bangang and aku memang MENYESAL!

Nanti.

Nanti kalau kau dah sedar yang aku ni yang paling sayang kau,mungkin kau menyesal tinggalkan aku, buat aku sengsara. Sebab aku ikhlas,sayang kau. Walau ramai, walau satu dunia kutuk kau, Asyraaf.

what i just posted to him !!! erghhh hmm..

blank................

i am too sad.

Harini aku asik fikir pasal dia. dari siang sampai malam. aku taktau kenapa rasa sedih semacam. memang lain macam sedih dia. aku dengar lagu,makin teringat dia. baru aku perasan, harini 20.dec.2013.
Selamat ulang tahun sayang. Harap abg bahagia dengan Nana.

I miss you much,Asyraaf.

I feel like...

hmm..
Aku xtau nak luahkan dekat siapa lagi. aku rindukan dia. lelaki yang aku sayang tengah mati! walaupun dah 5ulan berlalu, hati aku tetap kuat untuk dia.
Kenapa senang sangat dia lupa aku :( yaAllah..kembalikan dia!

Muhd Asyraaf bin Draman.