forgive me baby,

pleaseeeeee. im sorry for hurting you. ='(
i have to said/ask about it even i know ive to take a risk bout ur answer.and kalau ur answer is "YES" or "OKAY".im very sure it will hurt me tooo!
but ive to.ive to test you!
if you r reading my blog, i want you to know tat IM REALLY SORRY.I MEAN IT!

hurt

skali mention namaa ex dye pon da saket haty.hmm. dah la tiap2 kali bukak lappy ada gamba ex dye. bodo aku g save watpe!hmm. act,aku NAK SANGAT tawu kenapaa dye ley sayangg sangat kat ex dye uh which is call 'TINIE' huh! namaa macam apa je. sama ngan muka dye.seriusssss doe!hmm.malam tadi gayut ngan dye then story about our past time, memang hurt sangat la kan.lagi2 dye je yang critaaa.aku just dengar je.hmm.
OKAYYY dye ada wat our name kat keychain,den aku tanya pena wat ngan sape sebelum ni and bentuk apa.dye cakap ngan tinie bentuk guitar.WADAFAKKKK! aku pena nampak benda uh kat fon dye dulu.punya laa dye sayang sangat kat ex dye tu.haihhhh....
BESTT kalau dapat jadi yang pertama dalam love story kan. tapi tak pernah.just skali ngan 'HANAFI' nama dye. dye memang ta pernah couple.so time aku coup ngan dye,im the first!memang bestt la kan sebab tak perlu dengar nama ex2 dye and crita yg ley wat aku sakit aty.tapi break dah.break pon SEBAB uncle aku taw.uncle aku kawan ngan dye. so dye macam tak restu a.tapi lama2 uncle okay dah then dye minx balek coup,but then...aku xnak laa.hmm
hari ni hari raya haji :))
kat kampung now.STILLL! huhu.
waitin for arifff balek sini petang nanti. i miss tat boy ;pp

ILOVEYOUSOMUCHHHH.please please please please fahammmmmm !

i love this song

She's gone,
Out of my life.
I was wrong,
I'm to blame,
I was so untrue.
I can't live without her love.

In my life
There's just an empty space.
All my dreams are lost,
I'm wasting away.
Forgive me, girl

Lady, won't you save me?
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you.
Lady, oh, lady.

She's gone,
Out of my life.
Oh, she's gone.
I find it so hard to go on.
I really miss that girl, my love.

Come back into my arms.
I'm so alone,
I'm begging you,
I'm down on my knees.
Forgive me,

malas nak mandy

sume nye malas doe!ntah laa aku ni.huhu.paling malasss ialah mandy! tataw la kenapa.alaa tak kuarr kan?duk uma je. tadahal aaa tak mandy.haha.
rinduuuu semuaaaaaaa! hmm. rindu kawan kawan aa. terutamanyaaa dye!
i really miss tat girl so.haha
this weekend amin bertunangg.na pakai baju apa hahhh?
aduhhhhhh -.- tanak pegi aaa bole tak?
k aa .im tired anddd nak tido.
KAMPUNGGG SIANGG PANASSSSS MALAM SEJUKKK!! aiseyyyymannnn XD

mimi azmi

aku sayangg kau jugakkkkkkkkkkk ~
sorry okay.and yang pasal AND EH AND EH uh aku tawu :)) .ALIEN PUTIH tu kan?? :)
okay problem solved.

bored!

harini hari isnin.pagi tadi irsyad sunat.tgu dye kat uma je.dowg balik je tengok irsyad da pkai kain.haha.comel aa dye :) .setau aku dye uh penakut tapi papa cakap tadi sunat sikit pon ta nangis.magic gilaaaaa!HAHA.dye baring je kat atas katil atuk.kesian -.-' .na kencing pon susa.huhu.
btw aku da okay ngan buff.macam tak caya for the first time settle prob cara baik!huhu.IMISSYOUBABY!haihhhhhh.....

ILOVEYOUSOFUCKINGDEEPDAMNMUCHANDMUCHMUCHMORE! heeeee ;pp

happy but crying inside

story 1:
first of all nak gtaw yang skang kat kampung :) .tadi wat kenduri for my lil bro(irsyad). dye nak sunat esok.haha (kompang:potong,potong,potong HAHA).okay no probs with it.

story 2:
yea dye baru balik dari sarawak.hmm.seriusly aku da tak trust dye sangat.tataw kenapa.plus got pompuan yg minat dye ikut trip g sarawak uh.lagi aa aku ta cayaa en.walaupun dye kata dye ta layan,tapi aku tawu ke?hmm.tadi test dye aw.suh dye amek gamba ngan pompuan uh sbb nak tgk muka pompuan tu plus sengaja je suh dye amek gamba na tengok dye setuju tak.kalau dulu dye ta suka amek gamba,now dye okay je.tapi dye cakap 't apa u and dowang pikir' .hello brotherrrr kalau dulu u takya cakap camtu.trus cakap 'tanak' je.hmm. well,PEOPLE CHANGED!! no wonder a kalau i pon da change kan? tapeee.slagi i ley saba i saba :). ineed you lagi tats y i ta cakap something yang ley wat i menyesal akhirnya. i try diam and simpan dalam hati.im crying!!! BODOH GILAAAAAAAAAAA!!


-pissed offffff~-

ppppoker face

kenapa kau tak cakap dari dulu je weh? takya a sampai orang da post bulletin kau baru nak mengaku benda uh? kau tak suka cakap dari dulu je ah! aku ingat kau kawan yang baik and always support apa aku wat la kan.tapi rupanya?haha. ntahla kau ni.cakap tak pena nak pikir perasaan orang.aku ingat kawan aku yang sorang lagi tu macamtu.rupanya kau.haih.silap orang selama ni.dah la.WATEVERRR! aku takkan maafkan kau selagi kau tak minx maaf ngan aku!bff la kan katanya.tapi bff macamni ke?! na mengutuk blakang blakang. -.-

give up -.-

da penat belajar maen guitar tapi tak pass pon! susa laa nak baca note! grrrr!
hmm. sumone help me please? :'(

bored

guys.its 12.14 pm.bangun tido tadi mama kejut.dye cakap 'erna bangun,dah kul 12' and aku trus a bangun.mandy sume.10 minit je mandy ;DD .haha .nak siap2.mama said na pegi beli brgg.okay fine takkan aku nak tinggal kan?mestilah nak ikot.today's gonna be a BORED day.hmm :( .

-i miss you so much baby :'((-

you will never be replaced

hey all.its around 8.35 right now.just wake up from sleeping.and guess what.i dream a lot!and its all about buff.memang tadi mimpi macam macam.mimpi kitorang break up and macam2 lagi.the situation was about in school and nak kata pagi tak pagi,malam ta malam.tapi background macam kelabu.plus before tido rasa macam sakit dada.dalam mimpi bley plak mimpi eiyz tanya kenapa sakit dada.haha.it was fun bila pikir balik!bangun tido takde msg dari dye.okay fine.i guess so dye still tido lagi.just waiting :) .hmm.

for being honest:

dah start rasa macam jauh dari dye.padahal 7 hours ago baru jumpa for the last time.
yea after this im going to stay in kampung start dari jumaat ni.untill the end of december.
lamaa kan?takde peluang nak jumpa dye lagi.nak tunggu next year?MACAM SETAUN.
hebat tak hebat .hmm. tunggu depan calendar and jam kira setiap detik hari and masa berlalu.

eh jap!dye da text:hney sygg..xbangun g ke?hmm,

for your info sayangg,i da bangun lama and tgu you text tawu? :)
okay continue tadi.

i talk to myself,can i stay longer with my lovely couple?
its hard i know!
satu ari pon kadang2 ley gadoh.
ni kan sebulan lebih.haih.......
but swear to god.i really love you so fucking and freaking damn much!
tapernah lagi rasa macam ni dengan ex ex yang dulu.kau gila special sayanggg<33

take a not baby:no one else could replace you untill i find a person who got the same attitude like you.kau sorang je dah perfect untuk aku! and ill gonna die for you.btw baju yang you bagi uh bau dye kuat gilaa.and thats make me sangatttt sangattt rindu kat you! i've cry a lot since petang tadi.im toooooo missing you.and i never missing people like im missing you.anyone could understand my feeling?hmm. no one! always no one.i need a counselor.haha.
sayangggggg! i da tulis macam macam dah ni.bole imagine tak berapa banyak and berapa dalam i sayangg you??(tears fall).

last words:im gonna miss you like a mad shit and im gonna spend my time with tears.
hope tak jadi kassim selamat.HAHA.

-tanx for reading-

today is the last day

ending

sekolah habisss !

you guys are fuckk -.-

i hate you . thank you.

happy day :)

8/11/09 ! will never forget this date. my birthday party going very well.happening kot! even aku tak really enjoy tat day but aku tengok sume yang datang enjoy! okay laa tu. aku ta enjoy pon sebab ngantuk -.- . malam tu tido lambat and bangun pagipagi okay!tenga tenga becakap pon mata ley berair taw ! :( . aihh. dapat banyak hadiah time uh. baby buff bagi BIG TEDDY(tanx sayang) .then bau teddy bear tu bau dye! what a good present!haha .then ada one part tu kawan2 sume bangun aw. dorang cakap na balik . aku macam bengang la kan. awal lagi kot.hmm .then na gtaw papa aw dorang nak balik. pastu tetiba pusing blakang balik tengok dorang bagi hadiah rupanyaa! hahhaa. big supriseee :) . pastu amek gamba ;D . then baca card yang dorang bagi aww. dorang letak gamba aku and gamba dorang.TERHARU WEHHH :')!!macam na nangges pon ada(THANKS KAWAN).aku sayang korang sangattttt sangattt.afta tu kitorang tengok wayang. but aku ta tengok ngan dorang. aku tengok ngan baby buff! haha. cite funkan(tataw spell) kot.haha . maen pilih je. then lepak rooftop.lepastu dorang kata macam ada orang tengok la apa laa. tenga tgu lif tu j kata macam denga suara org becakap laa. da la gelap gelita tempat tu! sumpah takut! hmmm. THE END.

-thanks mama&papa 4 the celebration)