its 4am

♥my lappy♥

hey!its 4am but i still cant sleep.
i just laying on bed with my baby.HAHA.i mean my lappy =)
its a boring nyte babe.
btw,theres left less then 20 hours to celebrate a new year!
cool,im going to curve with fam!
HAPPY NEW YEAR*goodbye 2009 & welcome 2010*

nama KAU annoying gilaa

HAHA.well,kau sangat la menggelikan aku.puas ati aku dapat kenakan kau tawu?
kenapa aku kenakan kau?sebab AKU TAK SUKA KAU la pundekk haram!
KAU MATI KAN LAGI BAGUS?
memang a kau tak menyusahkan aku kalau kau hidup..tapi kau buat aku jijik.
pompuan murah!walaweyhhhh........
FUCK YAA!
and kenapa lah kebanyakan drama tv or lagu or wateve,mesti ada nama kau?
duhhhh..
crita tv3 uh."BELLA"heroin dye.
crita twilight uh."BELLA" gak.
lagu issa"BELLA".
and crita fav aku! dyese"BEL"
duhhhhh.babi la kau pompuan.
tapi satu kau kena taw.even nama2 sume nak SAMA je ngan kau,
tapi dowang uh sume cantik-cantik.
kau uh HODOH cam org gaji je.
BHAAHAHAHAHA :DD

maxis broadband

bodoh -___-"
lembab sangat! na download lagu punya la macam na mati payahnya.
stupid punya broadband.huh!

my life is better =)

now,i can smile back :)
thanks.
ILY♥

you start,you end it

kau pandai start.kau pandai a tamatkan.
nak suh aku text kau dulu?
well,pena ke aku text kau dulu selama ni?tak kan..
so kau kena wat macam apa kau wat dulu.
kalau kau betul kenal aku,kau mesti taw aku.
i mean,bila aku cakap 'kita takya text' or 'jangan text i' ..act aku memang maksudkan..
tapi aku MENGharapkan kau halang :)
kalau kau tak halang,memang benda kecik jadi besar,benda besar jadi BERtambah besar.
itupun kalau kau betul paham and kenal aku.kalau tak..YOU'VE FAIL MAN.
kau tak penah kenal aku.

single

AT LAST!
i HATE you babe.
thanksssssssssssssssss.

sorry guys -.-

im really down ryte here ryte now.bored!DUMBASS!
sorry tak reply msg you guys.
xde mood.
btw im changing my num fon soon.
da xlarat camni.
bye guys.

malaysian book of records

well,today is just an ordinary day for me.i mean,outing with family as usual and same place as always(i mean MID,ONE UTAMA,PAVI).
nahh, for me,im getting bored with same place.why not pegi tempat laen kan?ahaa..kat KL ada lagi tempat bestt ke?takde takde ;DD
i laugh a lot today since papa always making joke about people.
bad weather we got today.its raining.just like my heart =')
I LAUGH AND SMILE outside BUT I CRY AND HURTS inside.
i lost my lover.YESS I DO.I LOST YOU BABY.
in just a second,we break off.hard to let you go but...hm.
i lost my mind and i made non expected decision while im under pressure.so,im not in a normal situation i guess so.
we not texting as always. i really cant accept it.in about 6months 3weeks and 6days we
texting WITHOUT MISS a day!today...27/12/09,everythings end.stop texting and stop the relation.so for me,ITS THE BIG IMPACT!
my god! damn it! i lost you at last.
i need you,i want you,i LOVE you,i adore you always!
hope you take care honey...
byee.
*big hug and kiss*

baru balik.

baru balik dari mid.and and tadi ternampak NAQIA.haha.
dangggggg! nak tego ke xnak ea? so just bia je la dye.
tadi beli bag skola.perhhhh.arini baru dapat.selama 2 hari mencari, tak jumpa yang best.
akhirnya jumpa.HAHA
semalam g pavi.beli brg skola.
still not enough -.-
esok kuar lagi!haha.
tah g mana pulak..beli baju kurung skola plak.
&& pasal pinafore aku uh.semalam dah g kedai jahit.
dye kecikkan! OHH YESSSSSSSS!
hahah.
im tired..nak tido. nunyteeeeeee ;p

goodluck :)

slalu harap kalau one day, aku bole turn balik masa..
aku nak betulkan apa aku silap,
nak jaga hati sapa yang aku da sakitkan,
nak buat buat macam-macam laa,
tapi sume tu..MESTI TAK BOLEH!
so, apa aku bole buat?
memang aku ada pena wat sala kat kau,
tapi kalau nak betulkan balik keadaan tuh,memang BESOK la jawabnya en.hmm
kalau aku tak g kat dye,mesti aku ngan kau lagi.
tapi kau taw kan?aku sayang dye.and time uh aku sayang kau gak.
aku taw pasal crita kau ngan ex kau dulu.
kau sayang sangat kat dye.
afta aku dengar crita kau uh,aku harap yang aku takkan wat kau macm uh.means,tinggalkan kau.
tapi at last....aku wat gak.im sorry!
tapi kita still kawan :))
even tak text kau and amek taw pasal hidup kau macam time kita coup dulu.tapi xde dendam btween us kan?tu yang penting.
aku da baca blog kau ;pp
kau still nak ex kau tu lagi kan?
aku ingat lagi kau cakap 'kalau dapat couple ngan salah satu ex i pon okay gak.i miss them'
now aku taw yang kau still nak dye.
i wish you could get her back :)
you deserve in happiness my friend :)
goodluck.

psssstttt

http://www.flickr.com/photos/ernafreak30/

tak upload semua gambar lagi.new in flickr.will upload soon. :)

stupid.

im bored.VERY bored.esok beli buku skola.KOTT. tataw lagi.then g amek kreta kat kedai kreta lassale uh.mama's fav car.DUHH.tak suka la kreta uh.WTJ 582.tak bestt pon no plat uh.pilih a laen.sumpah boring skang ni.cite apa best aa malam ni.idea please? -.-
bape minggu je lagi nak skola, and sure next year will be the HARDESS year for me.no more band,no more stayback,no more outing.I DONT CARE semua tu,BUT please,JANGAN AMEK FON!I REALLY CARE ;(.
sumpah tak caya nak SPM dah.lepas SPM, g mana plak?huhu.MESTILAH blaja lagi! tu penting :) .
okay then,ahad aritu g mid.beli kasut and baju.tapi baju blom lengkap lagi.tak jumpa yang bestt.and yang beli uh pon rasa tak puas ati a!hmm. menyesal amek pinafore size 34.amek 32 aa patotnya!BODOHHHH -.-
pasal dye plak,hmmm..TODAY text dye kejap-kejap je.tak macam selalu.aku pon tataw kenapa ngan aku ni.hmm.SERIUSLY aku tak suka a dye kuar2.but always nak kuar.macam2 alasan dye na kuar.okay finee.aku ni suka kongkong kau enn.KUAR a mana nak kuar.malas da nak halang2.now pon ta text dye.dye pun okay je aku ta text dye.so?PEOPLE,obviously 'things' starts to change ryte?no wonder this kind of things happen to us.yea maybe bukan secara 'mendadak' .but it will work slowly. and sedar tak sedar,dah "THE END".
nahhhh,it shouldnt happen!iloveyouSO babe,but KALAU benda macam ni jadi jugakk..

!@#$%^+"

I LOVE HER !!

i wish i could be like her.shes SO AMAZING! beautiful and gorgeous!

ku mahu kau tahu.

yang AKU RINDU KAU!
TERSANGATTT SANGATTTTT :'(
kau apa taw? kau tataw kan?hmm
even slalu text ngan kau,aku tetap rindu kau.huhu
kau patutnya kena ada kat sebelah aku tiap2 hari.baru aku watlek je.
ni takk.kau JAUH! huuuu. bila nak jumpa kau ni? CEPAT LAAA WAHAI MASAAA.
iMISSyou!! SERIUSLY<3

my dear friends;
IZRINDA.
SYUD.
MIMI.
EYKA.
EYDA.
SARA.
AISHAH.
aku rindu korang sumaa. hope next year kita still macam this year k?
korang the best tau?
tak sabar na jumpa korang.GOSSIP-ing and GELAK-GELAK.haha :DD
aku rindu korang :'(

bye.

kalau kau couple aku....

1.jangan harap aa en kau dapat always kuar hang.FAMILY EXCEPTED!
2.nak on9?haha BESOKK a.
3.nak blogging?DIPERSILAKAN :)
4.dengar a cakap aku wehhhhh.
5.text aku kalau aku tak text kau.
6.setiap hari kau kena text dulu.
7.jangan cepat berubah.
8.jangan suka buat alasan.
9.WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND. ingat uh.
10.aku dengar crita pasal kau ngan orang lain,aku lepaskan kau SKARANG jugak!i dont need any xplaination.BUANG MASA.peo will create to escape.
11.aku tanya kau pape,JAWAB je la.jangan na tanya banyak2.
12.aku na kau taw yang aku akan benci ex2 kau.HAHA.aku jahat?WELL,
13.jangan paksa kalau aku tak nak buat.
14.SPM!so im grounded.jangan ajak aku kuar.
15.kau kena tawu,aku sayang kau lebih dari kau sayang aku.FULLSTOP.
16.pujuk aku kalau aku mara.kalau kau menambahkan lagi.memanggg a bertambah tambah lama aku mara.
17.treat me with kiss and hug cus i love it.
18.say iloveyou all the time to show ur love.
19.jangan suka lepak malam malam.
20.smoking?jangannnnnnnn!


♥im taken :)♥

sabah and mama's birthday party

iloveyou crocs
ready to celebrate
happy birthday mama
blow a kiss :)
her siblings
haha
mama's cake
whats inside my baggg.HAHA
otw to KLIA
dalam flight

kl-kota kinabalu
kedai makan*tiger kuat*HAHA
mama papa dance in wedding ceremony ;D
datang bawak couple.sumpahh bestt ;pp
tawau-kota kinabalu
baby iloveyou♥
ho ho ho merry christmas


swimming pool ;DD

HAHA.check out hotel
kampung warisan
yayasan sabah :)

sabah.

im bored.seriously -.-

dah balik :)

now kat rumah dah. baru balik dari kampung.balik sini pon sebab nak packing barang.khamis ni na holiday.pegi sabah.haha.
2 flight weh!duhh.dari kl g kota kinabalu naek air asia.dari air asia g tawau naik mas.memangggg la rushing kan.takut ttgal flight.ni sume sala cousin mama a.tak cakap dye stay tawau.kitorg beli stop kat kk.dah kena naek 2 flight.hmm.anyway,will upload a lot of pic soon ;pp
suma uh kenangan 2009.
say hello to 2010! :DD
k a.penat niy.byeee.

forgive me baby,

pleaseeeeee. im sorry for hurting you. ='(
i have to said/ask about it even i know ive to take a risk bout ur answer.and kalau ur answer is "YES" or "OKAY".im very sure it will hurt me tooo!
but ive to.ive to test you!
if you r reading my blog, i want you to know tat IM REALLY SORRY.I MEAN IT!

hurt

skali mention namaa ex dye pon da saket haty.hmm. dah la tiap2 kali bukak lappy ada gamba ex dye. bodo aku g save watpe!hmm. act,aku NAK SANGAT tawu kenapaa dye ley sayangg sangat kat ex dye uh which is call 'TINIE' huh! namaa macam apa je. sama ngan muka dye.seriusssss doe!hmm.malam tadi gayut ngan dye then story about our past time, memang hurt sangat la kan.lagi2 dye je yang critaaa.aku just dengar je.hmm.
OKAYYY dye ada wat our name kat keychain,den aku tanya pena wat ngan sape sebelum ni and bentuk apa.dye cakap ngan tinie bentuk guitar.WADAFAKKKK! aku pena nampak benda uh kat fon dye dulu.punya laa dye sayang sangat kat ex dye tu.haihhhh....
BESTT kalau dapat jadi yang pertama dalam love story kan. tapi tak pernah.just skali ngan 'HANAFI' nama dye. dye memang ta pernah couple.so time aku coup ngan dye,im the first!memang bestt la kan sebab tak perlu dengar nama ex2 dye and crita yg ley wat aku sakit aty.tapi break dah.break pon SEBAB uncle aku taw.uncle aku kawan ngan dye. so dye macam tak restu a.tapi lama2 uncle okay dah then dye minx balek coup,but then...aku xnak laa.hmm
hari ni hari raya haji :))
kat kampung now.STILLL! huhu.
waitin for arifff balek sini petang nanti. i miss tat boy ;pp

ILOVEYOUSOMUCHHHH.please please please please fahammmmmm !

i love this song

She's gone,
Out of my life.
I was wrong,
I'm to blame,
I was so untrue.
I can't live without her love.

In my life
There's just an empty space.
All my dreams are lost,
I'm wasting away.
Forgive me, girl

Lady, won't you save me?
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you.
Lady, oh, lady.

She's gone,
Out of my life.
Oh, she's gone.
I find it so hard to go on.
I really miss that girl, my love.

Come back into my arms.
I'm so alone,
I'm begging you,
I'm down on my knees.
Forgive me,

malas nak mandy

sume nye malas doe!ntah laa aku ni.huhu.paling malasss ialah mandy! tataw la kenapa.alaa tak kuarr kan?duk uma je. tadahal aaa tak mandy.haha.
rinduuuu semuaaaaaaa! hmm. rindu kawan kawan aa. terutamanyaaa dye!
i really miss tat girl so.haha
this weekend amin bertunangg.na pakai baju apa hahhh?
aduhhhhhh -.- tanak pegi aaa bole tak?
k aa .im tired anddd nak tido.
KAMPUNGGG SIANGG PANASSSSS MALAM SEJUKKK!! aiseyyyymannnn XD

mimi azmi

aku sayangg kau jugakkkkkkkkkkk ~
sorry okay.and yang pasal AND EH AND EH uh aku tawu :)) .ALIEN PUTIH tu kan?? :)
okay problem solved.

bored!

harini hari isnin.pagi tadi irsyad sunat.tgu dye kat uma je.dowg balik je tengok irsyad da pkai kain.haha.comel aa dye :) .setau aku dye uh penakut tapi papa cakap tadi sunat sikit pon ta nangis.magic gilaaaaa!HAHA.dye baring je kat atas katil atuk.kesian -.-' .na kencing pon susa.huhu.
btw aku da okay ngan buff.macam tak caya for the first time settle prob cara baik!huhu.IMISSYOUBABY!haihhhhhh.....

ILOVEYOUSOFUCKINGDEEPDAMNMUCHANDMUCHMUCHMORE! heeeee ;pp

happy but crying inside

story 1:
first of all nak gtaw yang skang kat kampung :) .tadi wat kenduri for my lil bro(irsyad). dye nak sunat esok.haha (kompang:potong,potong,potong HAHA).okay no probs with it.

story 2:
yea dye baru balik dari sarawak.hmm.seriusly aku da tak trust dye sangat.tataw kenapa.plus got pompuan yg minat dye ikut trip g sarawak uh.lagi aa aku ta cayaa en.walaupun dye kata dye ta layan,tapi aku tawu ke?hmm.tadi test dye aw.suh dye amek gamba ngan pompuan uh sbb nak tgk muka pompuan tu plus sengaja je suh dye amek gamba na tengok dye setuju tak.kalau dulu dye ta suka amek gamba,now dye okay je.tapi dye cakap 't apa u and dowang pikir' .hello brotherrrr kalau dulu u takya cakap camtu.trus cakap 'tanak' je.hmm. well,PEOPLE CHANGED!! no wonder a kalau i pon da change kan? tapeee.slagi i ley saba i saba :). ineed you lagi tats y i ta cakap something yang ley wat i menyesal akhirnya. i try diam and simpan dalam hati.im crying!!! BODOH GILAAAAAAAAAAA!!


-pissed offffff~-

ppppoker face

kenapa kau tak cakap dari dulu je weh? takya a sampai orang da post bulletin kau baru nak mengaku benda uh? kau tak suka cakap dari dulu je ah! aku ingat kau kawan yang baik and always support apa aku wat la kan.tapi rupanya?haha. ntahla kau ni.cakap tak pena nak pikir perasaan orang.aku ingat kawan aku yang sorang lagi tu macamtu.rupanya kau.haih.silap orang selama ni.dah la.WATEVERRR! aku takkan maafkan kau selagi kau tak minx maaf ngan aku!bff la kan katanya.tapi bff macamni ke?! na mengutuk blakang blakang. -.-

give up -.-

da penat belajar maen guitar tapi tak pass pon! susa laa nak baca note! grrrr!
hmm. sumone help me please? :'(

bored

guys.its 12.14 pm.bangun tido tadi mama kejut.dye cakap 'erna bangun,dah kul 12' and aku trus a bangun.mandy sume.10 minit je mandy ;DD .haha .nak siap2.mama said na pegi beli brgg.okay fine takkan aku nak tinggal kan?mestilah nak ikot.today's gonna be a BORED day.hmm :( .

-i miss you so much baby :'((-

you will never be replaced

hey all.its around 8.35 right now.just wake up from sleeping.and guess what.i dream a lot!and its all about buff.memang tadi mimpi macam macam.mimpi kitorang break up and macam2 lagi.the situation was about in school and nak kata pagi tak pagi,malam ta malam.tapi background macam kelabu.plus before tido rasa macam sakit dada.dalam mimpi bley plak mimpi eiyz tanya kenapa sakit dada.haha.it was fun bila pikir balik!bangun tido takde msg dari dye.okay fine.i guess so dye still tido lagi.just waiting :) .hmm.

for being honest:

dah start rasa macam jauh dari dye.padahal 7 hours ago baru jumpa for the last time.
yea after this im going to stay in kampung start dari jumaat ni.untill the end of december.
lamaa kan?takde peluang nak jumpa dye lagi.nak tunggu next year?MACAM SETAUN.
hebat tak hebat .hmm. tunggu depan calendar and jam kira setiap detik hari and masa berlalu.

eh jap!dye da text:hney sygg..xbangun g ke?hmm,

for your info sayangg,i da bangun lama and tgu you text tawu? :)
okay continue tadi.

i talk to myself,can i stay longer with my lovely couple?
its hard i know!
satu ari pon kadang2 ley gadoh.
ni kan sebulan lebih.haih.......
but swear to god.i really love you so fucking and freaking damn much!
tapernah lagi rasa macam ni dengan ex ex yang dulu.kau gila special sayanggg<33

take a not baby:no one else could replace you untill i find a person who got the same attitude like you.kau sorang je dah perfect untuk aku! and ill gonna die for you.btw baju yang you bagi uh bau dye kuat gilaa.and thats make me sangatttt sangattt rindu kat you! i've cry a lot since petang tadi.im toooooo missing you.and i never missing people like im missing you.anyone could understand my feeling?hmm. no one! always no one.i need a counselor.haha.
sayangggggg! i da tulis macam macam dah ni.bole imagine tak berapa banyak and berapa dalam i sayangg you??(tears fall).

last words:im gonna miss you like a mad shit and im gonna spend my time with tears.
hope tak jadi kassim selamat.HAHA.

-tanx for reading-

today is the last day

ending

sekolah habisss !

you guys are fuckk -.-

i hate you . thank you.

happy day :)

8/11/09 ! will never forget this date. my birthday party going very well.happening kot! even aku tak really enjoy tat day but aku tengok sume yang datang enjoy! okay laa tu. aku ta enjoy pon sebab ngantuk -.- . malam tu tido lambat and bangun pagipagi okay!tenga tenga becakap pon mata ley berair taw ! :( . aihh. dapat banyak hadiah time uh. baby buff bagi BIG TEDDY(tanx sayang) .then bau teddy bear tu bau dye! what a good present!haha .then ada one part tu kawan2 sume bangun aw. dorang cakap na balik . aku macam bengang la kan. awal lagi kot.hmm .then na gtaw papa aw dorang nak balik. pastu tetiba pusing blakang balik tengok dorang bagi hadiah rupanyaa! hahhaa. big supriseee :) . pastu amek gamba ;D . then baca card yang dorang bagi aww. dorang letak gamba aku and gamba dorang.TERHARU WEHHH :')!!macam na nangges pon ada(THANKS KAWAN).aku sayang korang sangattttt sangattt.afta tu kitorang tengok wayang. but aku ta tengok ngan dorang. aku tengok ngan baby buff! haha. cite funkan(tataw spell) kot.haha . maen pilih je. then lepak rooftop.lepastu dorang kata macam ada orang tengok la apa laa. tenga tgu lif tu j kata macam denga suara org becakap laa. da la gelap gelita tempat tu! sumpah takut! hmmm. THE END.

-thanks mama&papa 4 the celebration)

birthday party .

hello blogger,
im turning 6teen on 8 of november !!
yeayyy =DD

edarkan beberapa card jemputan kepada mereka mereka yang saya sayangg. HAHA sayang sangat la kan? :DD

tataw na cakap apa dah =.="

kenapa laa asek ta caya apa dye cakappp! hmm .dye da honest da kan. erna bodoh! hmm. nak sangat tengok ms lamaa dye en,konon na tengok comment2 dye a.padahal da tawu benda tu ley wat saket aty,na tengok lagi nape!bodo gilaaa aku ni.ADUH! sayanggggggg sorrryyy ='( .tadi baca comment2 lama you. i nangess kot! BODO TAHAP BABI kan? haha.hmm. nanges sbb jeless sangatt.ta suka tengok you cmnt sayangg2 ngan org len. macam na bunuh je dorang uh! syg syg syg! sumpah sorry. ILOVEUSOMUCH! hurmmmm. ='(


-i hate ALL ur EX!!-

urgghhhhhhh !!!

esok exam add math.hmm. tapi mlm ni ta study langsung.apa pon ta ley masuk otak aa! apa nak jawab esok! account da memang fail! sume sebab FUCKER SUGANTHI tu a.ajar macam BANGSAT je!pastu takan add math pon aku nak target fail!tolongggg aa! add math tu.hmm.sedih gilaaaa a! SOMEONE HELP PLESEEEE ='( .



-cryinggggg-

im backkk -.-

klang otw ! :))

otw otw pegi ! :))

otw balek ! :))

baru bangun tidur and rasa malas nak update blog.tapi update gak.malam tadi balik around 1am.penat taww! :) .gaduh ngan dye plakk .hmm .susa nak tidur mlm tadi.rasa nak nangis kuat2 )': .ni nak crita pasal 2 days kat jb.kat sana, sume cousin mama sume tudung labuh2.memang gilaa la kan pegi sana ta bawak baju kurung. ada doa selamat malam tu. sume da pakai baju kurung.tapi aku je ta tuka.HAHA dammit! aku lepak je dalam bilik :) .apa ada hal ! hee. bila agak2 macam ramai orang da balik sikit,aku kuar bilik. nak g mam kat khemah depan. papa and mama ada situ. tenga aku amek makanan,ada aa sekumpulan orang tua kat situ asek pandang2. tah apasal tah en, den aku watlek je a mam.aku tengok dye asek pandang aku je. da abes mam aku masuk a rumah. time masuk je tengok2 dorang kat ruang tamu baca paper.SESUKA HATI! orang sume da balik.den one of them panggil aku.aku just toleh je a en, den dye kelip mata en senyum kat aku. WTF! hahahaha. tak ku sangka orang tu gatal.esoknyaa aku siap2 na balik.EH, mama bawak plak baju kurung aku -.- .haih napela xgtaw malm tadi. esoknya aku balek pakai baju kurung.terus gerak balik kampung kat n9. then isnin balik klang.THE END :))

-mama belikan pendrive :) -

16/10/09

pergi AEON !

senyuman bahagia :DD

yea yea im not the best for you . so lupakan i and jangan cari i lagi .say im fuck! its okay . i got it . today ponteng skola laa :pp . seronok plak .then bored sangatt g tengok cite papadom =.=' . crita dye macam okok laa  .haha taley blaa ! i mish ya i mish ya bebeyh. huhu . tomorrow last day school .jumaat deepavali . going to JOHOR for 2 days. tah na buat apa tah mama tu. ikut saje. bosan laa skang ni =.= . dah la penatt skang . satu hari berjalan jalan .HAHA .SERONOK KOTT.

aku memang BENCI kau !

perempuan:
BELLA or WHATEVER nama kau,
aku tataw kenapa tapi aku memang benci sangat gila BABI kat kau .aku memang tapernah suka kau. SUMPAH wey kalau dapat peluang memang aku nak bunuh kau .aku benci sangat kat kau.SUMPAH! aku tataw kenapa.wey,PEGILA berambus cepat .aku tak tahan dah ni tengok kau kat dunia =.= .

lelaki:
'G***' or WHATEVER nama penuh kau,
aku FUCK kau!aku tapernah benci lelaki teruk teruk dalam dunia ni macam aku benci kau.sumpah!kau yang pertama.HAHA hebat kau :) .aku MALU jadi EX kau la babi.

tengoklaa :)

ernaa♥


eyka and ernaa

penat oh penat sangatt !

baru balek :) .now pukul 1.55 malam .pagi kuar uma kul 12.00 balek kul tengah malam.berjalan non stop.PENAT ngekk.sempat g karaoke kat aeon.haha nak MANTAP kan VOCAL konon.enjoy sangat kot.exam dah la nak dekat.haih tak sedar lagi ke ernaaaaaaa =.=" .ilovemyfriendssofuckingmuch,THEY ROCK MY WORLD hahah<33 .iloveuiloveuiloveu!


-forever syudeiyzsaramimieisyaeikaeida-

getting tired.

baru balik skola.penat! papa amek lambat laa harini .hmm.btw rahsia dah diketahui!haha .bodo mimi!!!panas gilaa siot skang ni!bley plak tade electric.WTF mannn! orang penat2 balik skola then panas2.adoyyy.tade mood na mandi! esok pegi open house ruma eisya,sara,mimie.bawak dowang g uma atuk a! hahaha.


-meet me halfway-

today..

rasa bersalah pon ada.
rasa nak menangis pon ada.
yea im dumb sebab tak fikir pasal orang lain.
say im selfish!its okay.i knew it.
esok ada motor safety.HAHA apaa tu?! aku pon tataw,just ikut program sekolah. sebab malas nak duduk rumah. mama always ask me to study. yea tawulaa final exam nak dekat =.=
banyak sangat pressure! banyak hati yang aku nak kena jaga. memang banyak dah aku sakitkan hati orang.tapi aku tak mintak kott ni jadi.hmm. i know im stupid. aku tawu tu :) .orang tengok aku luar happy.tapi dalam?? bia aku je tawu. tapi aku and family takde problem okay! antara aku ngan family sumanye going fine. orang ta pena faham aku. cuba la try faham aku! hadeyhhh :'( .

ilovesnapping :)

candid:rumah eyda.motor bapak dye laa xD

aku taw la buruk .tapi apa masalah kau? sukahati laa :DD

im kinda busy =.=

to all yang berkenaan:im very sorry.lately i busy sikit.macam2 hal ada.jadual padat.maklumlah artis.HAHA. POYO! ada open house,bufday party,final exam,mcm2 lagila,sorryy sgt! i miss you but kadang2 i takda masa nak text.sorrry okay.i didnt mean for it.it will be better soon i guess. tanx ! =.='

2okt2009

-outing tomorrow.meet feruz(cousin)+dads birthday.going to celebrate at concorde hotel-

errrr...

im totally speechless. manaa dye ni? miss him laa. dye ta text pon? =.= .
harini bosan sgt.ingat na kuar lepak lepak. tapi skarang hujan .bengong betul.

-LAPARRRRRR sangat ni.HAHAH-

satu hari post 3.

HAHAH lama lama malas nak update.haha. awal awal je rajin .im goin out! HAFIFI HANIF ILOVEUSOMUCH betul betul taw :) .byeeee<3

hafifi hanif,

i tahu i sayang you,you pon tahu kan?you tahu i jealous if you comment ngan gurl laen kan? i tahu i tak patut tapi i tak tahu kenpa =.= . i sayang you and i takut you flirt dengan dorang maybe )': . i ni jahat ke? hm, i tak tahu nak wat cemana dah, i tak yah tengok page you lagi better kot, so that i tataw you comment ngan sapa sume.OHH MAN! macam kritikal je ni,huhu. i love you, im sorry btw, god god god! tanak macam nie ): . tanak hilang dye pleaseeeeeeee!! cukupla da hilang sorang, yang ni jangan laa . i NEED him!

sadness.

you know....
that i miss you so,
that only you can cheer me up,
that we'll always see each other,
i do really want to avoid you,but i dont even know how to,
how fucking deep i need to talk with you,
that i dont want to see you with another girl =.=",
that only you can understand me,
that im happy with you but i need to let you go,
you shouldnt miss me,

i know....
what past is past,
we shouldnt bring it up again,
no need to proceed and enough once!,
i will never see you again,
you hate me,
you try ur best to forget me and you've prove it,
its hard for you but you have to,
i will never love him more than i love you before,
you r better than others,
i must forget you soon,
i must love+care him,
i must stop thinking about you,
you dont mean a thing to me,

so....
take care and i wish you happy :)

if only you into me...

you will know how im feeling ryte now.
you will know why im getting TOO sad.
you will promise me wont repeat it.
YOU WILL KNOW HOW MUCH I NEED YOU AND HOW DEEP I LOVE YOU.

*sigh*

benci benci and tak suka tak suka !
HAHA .everytime dia chatting with other girl in ms ill be getting mad and so on.pelik kan? but its the fact! aiyoo ernaaaa . kenapalaa kau jadi macam ni, dye comment je, bukan apaa pon! must put a trust on him!go girl .hmm .
EH! baca comment . whoaa . =.=' .ntalah. tak paham .let it be. wait and see.

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