clairvoyance.

'easy come, easy go' thats what bruno mars said.
for me, friends are the one who can seriously been describe by what him said.
I met friends who I can put my trusted on.
but they've left me for about 3 months ago.
we made a promised and I guess, im the one who broke it.
its like in a short time,i've lost something that I could never found again.
they'r my miracles gift from god to me.
and now, they'r gone like 1000 miles away far from me and Im seriously got no ideas about it and dont know how to chase them back.
where's my fault and why things have to be like this.
but I knew they are happy together yet.
and I honestly happy for them as i could stalk them from far :')
thank you for cherish my school's life dear syud,eiyz,sara,aishah,eyda,eyka,mimi,miza,nik..
my journey have'nt stop til there..
now i found mazni,syila,memey,rina,izatti,yana,wahida,eyda,qilah..
they rock my life in NS.
without them NS is nothing for me and because of them, its hard to left NS.
im strongly into them and i hope our friendship would be last longer.
they care about my feelings and they honestly appreciate me as who i am.
thank you for that :')
not to be forgotten, god sends me a new bestfriends with a diff gender.
they are seriously two in a million >.<
his named is helmi and aizat .
ilove both of you, no doubt !
I know I will found a new one after I go for my further study.
but whatever it is,they are still the best thing in my life.
so much nice words to describes them because they were SO DAMN AMAZING.
thanks for the teaches and let me know and feel about whats 'the meaning of friends' are.

love,
erna

yanaaaa !

I LOVE YOU<3

give me the strength

today,
im going out with my dear lovely friends.
i missed my yana like so fucking much.
met her is the best medic ever :)
we played ice skating.
i saw abang izzat and i was like OH MY GOD at last i can see him live infront of my face.
i really wanna hug him cus i know he's my own brother and why cant i do it !
but hell-yeah he dont even know who am i for him :'(
he mean a lot to me and i can imagine how's life gonna be if he knows all the fact.
i can feel the love for him.
Ya Allah,please? make him knows who am i for him.
IM HER SISTER !
im waiting to for the moment..