breakup again and again.

hmm. ntahla. im not feeling the same as from the first we know each other.
i do miss you. yes i do! hmm.

dear ex,listen to this song pleasee
grenade-bruno mars

you suck

and im so much hate you. thank you.

cinta dalam hati

THANK YOU :)

weh.

aku rindu kau :'(

yours

YOU MAKE ME FEEL THIS !!

8 november 2010

guys, if only you read my old post which is on the same date in 2009, you guys can see how much mean this date to me.
it is my birthday :)
im waitin for this date for so long. even its not my birthday but i do really love this date so much.
like an even day, everything goes same. wake up in the morning, school, study..
but today, all my friends comin to school and it was an unexpecting cus as i know they wont come till 23/11.
they din wish me like last year they did last nyte. okay guess so they have been forgotten about me.
yet at school im not really into them and just doin like no any argue happen between us.
on the reccess(okayy correct my spelling) izrinda asked me to stay at pondok cus they want to discuss something about us and i guess it is about the argue.
so im waitin without buying anything at canteen.
suddenly i heard they sing a birthday song from behind and i was like 'blushing' cus again,it was an unexpected!
anyways and anyhow, thank you to all my dear friends.
♥

girl, boy,

trust me
im not a reason for your breakin-up.
it was like suddenly he wanted me back and im just being shock cus i din EXPECT it will happen.
he is my past. just my past and i know how happy you are when being with him.
for 1 year and plus you spent your life with him and break up just like nothing happened?
my god. its painful. i know.
whatever it is
im not going to accept him in my life for the 3rd time!
dont worry about it. no doubt.
my heart is taken and you know the person is :)

apap, we only can be friends. accept this fate.